i was sick !!

sick again ..damn !! ..i dun like to sick ...sick will make me no mood n no appetite to eat ...

once again ....sickness will harm me down ..

jz like whn a relationship got a problem of tat ..will harm me ...i knw i jz a gal , i will cry , will sad , will sick , will do anything ...

everytime i as told by a doctor say " STEPHANIE U R SICK " get flu , runing nose , cough , fever , boday hot ..n etc ..

wat should i do to let it fast recover ..i wan be fast 

whn i was tired

i was tired to being in a relationship...
i was tired in working
i was tired to every 1
i was tired to entertain those i dun like geh person
i was tired of everything

i am lost ...lost everything ..lost until wat i oso dunno
but jz once, pls let me handle all of the things of myself ...
i dun wan to be useless ..i dun wan to be nothg to others n let ppl keep bullying

i was 23 years old already , n i knw wat am i doing , y all of u muz make me tired to talk until like tat ..
i knw u all words is good to me , wan me listen to u , but y i heard all those bad stuff or jz wan me chnage my mind ..i am tired already ..pls let go of me .....let do wat i wan , let me to handle all i can , not to protect me until like abord stuck in the cage n dun let it out ..u all keep put me in a cage .for already 23 years ..can i get some freedom against to u all ...pls ...

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