没有你的日子 第11日

没有你的日子第11天， 

我昨天晚上工作的好累， 好累， 但看到你的·信息顺间觉得有力量起来，

每晚都有应酬，应酬那位老板，他们真搞笑，一直都不要给我明确的名字

这样我很难做设计，我对我自己说我是可以的，我一定可以熬过的

我要加油！！！

在一切变好之前，我们总要经历一些不开心的日子，这段日子也许很长，也许只是一觉醒来。有时候，选择快乐，更需要勇气。

没有你的日子 前一个星期

我一直哭， 哭了再哭，
我无时无刻都会想起你～我控制不到我自己～ 我每天都好像行尸走肉咁～ 吃有吃不到，睡又睡不到，整个脑都想主你 ， 为了你竟然做了一些很傻的事～ 伤害了自己, 那种痛让我醒了

我很难过。。难过到去伤害自己

没有你的日子 第10日

我依然很想你， 依然爱你，上个星期是我人生跌到谷底的一个星期，
你和我说分手，这一切来得太突然， 我依然还未清醒
当你和我说分手的那刻，我的心就好像被千万个刀插入心里
失去你世界变得黑暗， 我记情于工作不想想起你
但你无时无刻都出现在脑海里， 怎样也删除不了

我一直无法入睡，无法正常的进食，已有一个星期，真的很难过

i was sick !!

sick again ..damn !! ..i dun like to sick ...sick will make me no mood n no appetite to eat ...

once again ....sickness will harm me down ..

jz like whn a relationship got a problem of tat ..will harm me ...i knw i jz a gal , i will cry , will sad , will sick , will do anything ...

everytime i as told by a doctor say " STEPHANIE U R SICK " get flu , runing nose , cough , fever , boday hot ..n etc ..

wat should i do to let it fast recover ..i wan be fast 

whn i was tired

i was tired to being in a relationship...
i was tired in working
i was tired to every 1
i was tired to entertain those i dun like geh person
i was tired of everything

i am lost ...lost everything ..lost until wat i oso dunno
but jz once, pls let me handle all of the things of myself ...
i dun wan to be useless ..i dun wan to be nothg to others n let ppl keep bullying

i was 23 years old already , n i knw wat am i doing , y all of u muz make me tired to talk until like tat ..
i knw u all words is good to me , wan me listen to u , but y i heard all those bad stuff or jz wan me chnage my mind ..i am tired already ..pls let go of me .....let do wat i wan , let me to handle all i can , not to protect me until like abord stuck in the cage n dun let it out ..u all keep put me in a cage .for already 23 years ..can i get some freedom against to u all ...pls ...

:( :( :(

waste money , but hapi u do tat ....

yesterday was a hapi day ..
coz got sumone tat important present me a bunch of rose, reali hapi ...
sumore i dunno he will ask ppl delivery to me .. WAT A SURPRISE ..!!!!

Whn receive i oso confuse , who will buy me bunch of rose ...thn look at the card ..O.O
OMG !! Is him ...reali reali surprise...

YOU ask me give YOu 1 year time ...ofcoz i will wait ...
coz i  knw u r work harder rite now ...
but YOU oso nid wait me Two years ..coz i nid to OThodentist ..
wait my brace take out onli can do ....

CAN YOU WAIT ME !!!!

heart broke

i am heart broke , whn u oweys argue , judge me , everything u do to me , jz wil let me run away from u ....
 y u wan do tis to me y ...i feel tired n upsad n give up ...